Hmm, well here I am.

I am feeling so overwhelmed this week. I am also a roller coaster. I go through moments of peaceful calm and shortly after I'm near physical shaking with frustration. It is very hard to explain. It hurts me to see my sin so blatant. I have these times of selfish anger and I DON'T care if my attitude is wrong! How I know it hurts the Lord:S I find myself digging. Have I allowed myself to settle in, to stop listening to the urging the Holy Spirit gives? I don't expect anyone to understand. I just keep taking it to the Lord. I lay it down at His feet...but 5 minutes later I find myself curling my fingers back around it to hold and to keep. Ugh. Mental battles are so hard, so isolating. I haven't been sleeping well either, which adds to the quickness of the confusion. I sit and type this, why? To get it off my chest. To admit it to myself. A friend posted this on facebook today. I really like it. When I am free from selfishness, I am free from irritation. When I am free fro

Sunday was a beautiful, spring day. Quinn and I took a long walk. I sat down once and could have just taken a nap there in the sunshine, but Quinn prodded me on;) Isn't this old-school barbed wire cool. It is on square wire and the barbs have all been pushed together. No eggs yet:) Alissa