Epiphany
Emotions are so crazy! I hate how easily they can sway me if I let them. I can watch a romance movie and be swept up in the drama or watch a sad movie and my emotions get so tied up in that perceived reality. I watched a movie about a woman dying of cancer last night and went to bed feeling so sad...but not knowing why. I think I've watched too many romances lately. It causes me to dwell on my singleness in a mournful way. I sometimes just let it steal my joy and begin to think that a romantic relationship is the only thing I need that I don't have. It is that easy for the Satan/the world to alter my thoughts. Arg! Human love will not fix all the cracks and broken parts of me. I look around at the REAL romantic relationships around me and I can quickly see how hard they are! A love relationship, a boyfriend, a husband, none of these will fulfill me and it is NOT my life goal to get one. I have to remind myself once again. In the Bible study I'm in we are tal