Who Has My Heart?
Who has your heart? Such a good question. I recently found myself struggling deeply with life, I felt like I was drowning in sorrow. I wanted to find my joy but all I could do was despair. It isn't a place where I want or should be. Fear is a big struggle for me. I let myself think on the future and what it looks like right now...and I started to panic. I let Satan's words worm in to my thoughts and I despaired. Things like: "You're not enough for someone to love." "You're too much for someone to love." "No one wants you!" "You have no purpose." I gave into such thoughts and forgot to stop and replace them with truth. My heart was breaking... My mom and I went to a ladies retreat with some gals at our church a couple weeks ago. I wasn't really expecting anything. I was looking forward to time with my mom and the other church gals. Dee Brestin was to be our speaker. She had weekly questions for us to think